Up early on my one Saturday off to go to the gym?

It's true!  I don't have work today (because the lady I babysit for got her boobs done and a tummy tuck even though she weighs like 100lbs soaking wet so the kids went away for weekend) and decided to get up early to have my own tummy tuck at the Tummy Tuck and Butt Lift class I've wanted to try since I joined the gym but never could cause of my schedule.  I loved it!  First of all the teacher is hot...  second it wasn't that strenuous (I spelled that right on the first try!), but it felt really good.  And I was almost the thinnest one in the class which is always fun.  And I got a "muy bueno" on my squats.  I loved doing that I'm going to do it on my own in the gym... I also saw them do it on the Biggest Loser (omg did you see horsefaceJillian get BITCHED OUT last week....it was great... ew she makes me sick... I want to punch her in her nose so that her fucked up nose job caves in).  You put one of those big balls behind your back up against a wall and then squat.  You really feel it in your thighs and abs and your butt if you squeeze.  And we worked our abs while dancing and I had so so so much fun dancing.  At first I thought I couldn't dance but I just stopped giving a fuck about what I looked like and that made dancing possible somehow.  Plus I loved the music... Don Omar... Shakira.  One song went, "I..am horny...all..day...long" over and over and over again and I was like peeing my pants laughing but the old Latina ladies didn't seem to know what was being said... or they just don't think someone saying that they're horny all day long in a little squeaky voice over techno music is hilarious.

Again... I'm writing to you via le toilet.  My stomach is fucked up majorly.  I munched out again last night.  Not a bad as the night before but still.  And I'm sure I'm still eliminating (Master Cleanse term... doesn't that make you giggle?) the fucking peanut butter.  That's why I dragged myself to the gym.  I had to be punished and knew I'd feel more good for going than I would feel bad for not going.  And now I feel great.  Except for the not being able to leave the toilet part.  At least I get wireless and can get things accomplished in here.  I'm going to try and do some other kind of exercise today... probably a long walk somewhere... since I only have one day left in the week to go to the gym that means I'll only have gone twice so if i do a long walk today and tomorrow it'll somewhat make up for it.  Then next week I'm back on my game for shizz.  I'll actually be able to get to the gym more cause I don't have that much math homework.  I love that math homework consumes 90% of my life.  It's great.  Okay I'm babbling cause I'm still here... on the toilet...  okay I'll write more later.

8:08pm:  I only recently learned the meaning of what a 'flake' was.  Like I sort of knew but guess I was off.  And I then realized that I kind of am one.  And that's something I want to better.  So I flaked on this guy tonight... not fully flaked just didn't follow up with a "what's the deal for tonight" text and decided to forgo gaining the calories from the beer and losing the money.  So I took a long walk to get dinner at a vegan place in Harlem (what?...huh?... no really it exists).  And I talked to my crazy cousin the whole way.  It was nice.  So that was at least another 200 calories burned.  I figured if I wasn't spending the money on beer I could spend it on a nice dinner.  I am so bored I don't have to be writing this.  I'll stop.  Oh wait what I ate today:

Breakfast: South Beach Protein bar 140 calories

Lunch: Organic Lasagna 310, orange

Snack: 2 Wassa fiber 70 cal, Nutragrain Bar I think 210