Alright fine. I'll write this down. I'll document the fact I totally blew everything last night. I'll document that I had bought the peanut butter yesterday afternoon and by bedtime it was gone. I'll document the fact that I spent the hours of 9 to 12 consuming peanut butter. I'll get in writing that now I'm sick as hell and want to throw up. I feel like a little kid... sick after eating too much peanut butter... who does this? Okay fine... I'll also document the fact that after I ate all the peanut butter I didn't stop eating. I'll admit to the two Rice Krispie treats and two Wassa crackers. Whatev. And I ate before the peanut butter... a Smart Ones dinner (I purposely didn't buy an actual dinner because I knew I would consume a lot of the peanut butter) and some Wassas with cream cheese. I THINK that's all I ate. I feel like shiiiiiiit. But it's a good thing. Because a while back I just always felt like shit. I munched out every night on chicken nuggest and fries and probably beer and chocolate and horrible horrible things and woke up feeling like shit everyday. Now that I've been doing this with you I wake up feeling great so this one taste of feeling like shit is a good thing... does that make sense? Because now I realize that I don't have to wake up feeling like shit and feeling like shit probably all day because of what I eat. I realize that I do and can continue to feel awesome if I eat the right way and work out. Minor set back. Minor minor minor. I'm off this weekend so I will for sure make up for all of this. Omg I totally feel like I have to puke. I bet peanut butter is really really not fun to bring back up.
I haven't worked out all week because of my foot. Yesterday and the night before that my knee was also killing me. Something slipped out of place and it was all swollen and looked like my knee cap was out of place. So I was slightly freaking. But while I was walking to class something clicked in my knee and hurt like a bitch and then felt way way better. So now it's just my heel. But that's feeling way better. Hopefully by tomorrow I'll be good to go at the gym. Good call with using the bikes... that never occurred to me. But it wasn't even just hurting so much I couldn't work out... I couldn't have even walked to the gym. I could barely walk to school and that's like less than a quarter mile away. My body is also sore just from walking funny trying not to put weight on my heel (I think that's how my knee got fucked up). I got Orthotics for my shoes and they're supposed to help and they seem to be. I also ordered new sneakers because that's almost definitely how this was all brought on. OMG I think I'm gonna puke.
By the way.... I am blogging from my toilet. I don't care if that grosses you out. I've been here since 9 and now it's 10:37. Well I did take a trip downstairs to the office cause I got my lease extended for the summer. YAYYYYYY! I get to spend the summer in the city and not have to go to school. And I don't have to pay for air conditioninggggggggggggggg!
I need to detox today... I think only fruits and vegetables. Oh jeez this is bad. I'm not buying the peanut butter for a long time.
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