Anyway let me focus on my bikini bod in the making. Went to the gym this morning. Did hardcore treadmill for 45 min. Burned almost 400 (couldn't get the actual number or the total distance cause I accidentally hit pause and then restart somewhere in the middle... I do that EVERY time... so annoying). Then I worked my arms a bit. I felt a-maz-ing after the gym. Even right now I'm so upset and can't think of anything to do with myself but workout to make me feel better. Makes me excited for tomorrow. This is CRAZIness.
What did I eat today?
Breakfast:
- Special K with skim milk (210... I wrote 190 yesterday but obviously was wrong)
- An orange
Lunch
- Salad with cauliflower, carrots, cucumbers, a tiny bit of crunchy things and french dressing probably 3 tbs.
Dinner
- Organic lasagna (310 cal)
- Carrots with dijon mustard-dill sauce probably 1 tb.
My school friend looked at me and was like "You lost a lot of weight." I was like "Whaaaaaaaaa" especially because I was wearing a fat shirt... like a flouncy one. It felt awesome. She asked what I was doing... and the class was letting out so things were chaotic so I decided not to explain to her about the whole blog thing so I just said I've been going to the gym. She looked TOTALLY jealous! Like she said "You lost a lot of weight" with a total stink face like "fuck you bitch." It was awesome. I told her about the cleanse when I was on it and she tried to do it and lasted like four hours. I love her she's the sweetest girl in the world but her failures make me feel really good about myself... is that fucked up?
I weighed myself at the gym this morning and with my shoes on I weighed 149... so I probably weigh 148 right? Like a pound for the shoes? Which would mean I lost two pounds even though last week sucked! I was afraid to go on the scale without my shoes after the Latina Humpty Dumpty yelled at me that day (she was at the gym this morning... she is totally losing a lot of weight... I can't let her beat me.) So like I said... it was a good day.... until I checked my Myspace. Except I honestly bought a pack of cigarettes which since the Myspace incident I've been chain smoking. This is the last time I let a social networking site make me sad.
I swear to God if I don't read a post from you tonight.....
UGH IM SO JEALOUS!!! I can't believe that awesome compliment you got! And with a bitchy face too?? Seriouly. That's awesome. Okay, now, not that I'm an expert, but I don't think you're eating enough. Your last posts have included, like, no food. Add some snacks or something. And where's the protein? Adam's Apple Jillian and our BFF Bob would not be happy about your lack of protein. If you don't start eating more, I'm gonna have Jillan call you and say mean things like, "You're the weakest link on this team!!!" (eventhough I am clearly the weakest link.. man I miss that show..)
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ReplyDeleteTrue about the protein... thats why I tried to throw in the slices of grilled chicken yesterday. And true about the snacks. I would never let Jillian yell at me though. She wouldn't survive even trying to get a word out opening her big horse mouth in front of me.
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