Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Oh geez..

Well well well. Bad news first. No gym today, and I ate a bunch of chocolate. I'm tired and have no energy and it's been like this for a few days now.. I blame pms (especially for the chocolate part.) And the fucked up thing is that I know if I went to the gym I would have energy and wouldn't be tired. Catch 22 bullshit.

What I ate yesterday (Tue):

Breakfast:
- Fiber one granola bar
- A handful of goldfish and a piece of pbutter toast a bit later in the morning

Lunch:
- Lean Pocket
- Lowfat popcorn
- 1/2 apple

Dinner:
- Publix 6-in turkey sub on whole grain bread
- A few bites of John's Chinese Food
- A bite sized kit kat and snickers ... ugh..
- Small container of good-for-you yogurt (frozen, of course)

(And this was all whlie watching the Biggest Loser. But, hey, at least I resisted Chinese takeout and opted for the sub.)

.. I think that's it. I may have had a few R.fat Cheese Its in there somewhere, but not many.

Today:

No breakfast, woke up late.

Lunch:
- A quarter of a turkey sandwich on white french bread (seriously, it was sooo small, three bites)
- A whole lotta R.fat Cheese Its. Waaay too many.
- two bite sized snickers.

wow, what a shit lunch.

Dinner:
- Baked salmon w/ onions tossed in very little bread crumbs, smart balance and evoo
- One serving of whole grain rice
- 1/2 apple w/ less than 1tbls of pbutter

and.. shoot me. Like 4 pieces of the giant Toblerone that my roommate left on the kitchen counter. She has like one piece a day and it just won't fucking go away!!!!!! AHHH!!!!

The weird thing is, Kate, is that I don't feel as fat as I did last week. Like, I don't think I'm losing weight, but my stomach looks less rolypoly-ish. And I have this fat roll under my bra that forms an upside down V crease (does that description makes sense?), and it's slightly less visible. Maybe I should keep eating the chocolate??? Ha, just kidding. Even though it's day 3 of this week and I still haven't gone to the gym, you can't yell at me for it yet bc I have 4 more days left in the week. If I don't do the 3/4 days by Sunday night, then you can yell at me. Until then, you have my solemn (more like somber) gym vow.

Please don't yell at me. Please.

Love,
Katie

3 comments:

  1. I went to bed at 2am last night and felt like shit when my alarm went off at 8 this morning... but I thought of my Obama dragging himself to the gym every morning and he apparently has more shit going on in his life than I do so if he can do it... I can do it. And if I can do it... you can do it. So do it! I know what you're feeling. And I know thats why you're not calling me anymore. I get it. I get you Katie Anderson.

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  2. what's all this Obama shit? why are you so obsessed wiht the prez, kate?? .. sorry, I'm just sick of people treating him like a celeb. :)

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  3. I'm def not treating him like a celeb... but why not be motivated and inspired by his hard work in all areas?

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